http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/ kierropanille - LiveJournal.com Fri, 10 Aug 2007 16:13:52 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com kierropanille personal http://p-userpic.livejournal.com/64804309/13546462 http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/ 100 73 http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/890.html Fri, 10 Aug 2007 16:13:52 GMT http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/890.html ...and here i am writing a blog entry because ive panicked myself enough into another mental block... Well its nothing i haven't done in the past ( I probably picked this up from my favorite author <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas_adams">Douglas Adams</a> who said: "I love deadlines. I love the whooshing sound they make as they go by") tho always living at the proverbial knife edge (of deadlines) tends to shave away at ones sanity (particularly if you mind it). Ive been thinking tho... that maybe the cause of all this stress is the fact that my 2 thesis group-mates up and left. By that act they gave me something to blame if i do fail which made it convenient for me to slack off. Doesn't sound right dont it?<br /><br />To use an example:<br />Groupmate no.1, who i shall call Bobette since ive forgotten his real name already(yes hes male), took his thesis along with OJT. Now he has a reason to slack off. I mean, say he was late for class, he can just say "Wow im late? Wow that OJT was so hard it took me quite a while to get here." and people will usually say "OMG you have OJT? Well it cant be helped then". A convenient excuse really. So now i have this excuse of "only one doing his thesis" and while im not trying to take advantage of that fact I know that somewhere deep inside my malevolent psyche one side of me knows we have a cushion. Hence im having a hard time mustering my forces... Oh and Groupmate no.2, who i call btch for no other reason than i forgot his name (yes also a dude), i think he chickened out from the pressure.<br /><br />On another side of things (proly just making up more things to procrastinate with) i wanna <a href="http://www.mangaacademy.com/">draw again</a>! http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/890.html stressed public http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/665.html Tue, 07 Aug 2007 17:37:07 GMT http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/665.html Oookay... This is my first time to make a blog :D<br /><br />No no thats a complete lie... I did make an account for another blog type service provider but umm... after around half a day i had completely forgotten the user name, password, or site address... <br /><br />Then i got really angsty about something and totally forgot about it for a good couple of months...<br />Now that is the proper way, if anything, to forget something completely.<br /><br />No plans yet on what ill state here other than what might be on my mind at the time i post something. I mean isnt that really what a blog is about? News stories come to mind of notorious criminals and such and how usually the police find something that defines the mental state of the said criminal in the persons blog....<br /><br />.......<br />.......<br />.......<br />.......<br /><br /><br />Hi umm... i like bacon and is mostly harmless... <br /><br />And with that im gone. http://kierropanille.livejournal.com/665.html stressed public